Georgiana

16 x 31" original oil

available through the artist

I am so happy to be finished with this painting. It feels like I spent a lot longer on it than I normally do, but I know why: there are so many color variations in the oranges and yellows that I slowed myself down to see the color and paint it instead of using the same mixed piles for everything. When I began this painting in the back, painting in the blacks and pinks, it felt so off. I needed to see the orange creamsicle creaminess of the foreground. I trusted the reference and now that it's complete and all of the colors are there, I love how it feels. This painting feels soft and feminine and old...that's why I chose the title Georgiana. It feels like a painting Mr. Darcy's sister would have had in her piano room a hundred years ago, next to a gilded mirror and light sconce. 

I love this area. You can see a lot of the color range. Grays are a secret weapon for painting oranges. 

This is one of four palettes I used to complete Georgiana. My favorite two colors to put next to each other on the palette during this painting were raw umber and cad yellow medium. It mixed into the nicest deep green. I dipped into it a lot. You don't see "green" when you look at Georgiana but there is a lot of green in the mixed paint. I love painting. Colors are crazy. Some of you know, some of you don't, so I'll say it again: I paint wet-on-wet, or alla prima all at once. I don't work over a dry layer. I choose to paint wet-on-wet because I can get crazy awesome color mixing, and I enjoy the challenge and immediacy of working on one area, darks and lights at the same time, until it's finished, then moving on. 

Bless my iPod. Painting all day is hard, people. It's tiring. Music is the wake-up! Here is a list of favorites that came on during the shuffling, that quickened my brush and opened my eyes:

Dave Matthews Band - Two Step

Mat Kearney - Count on Me

Moby - Porcelain

Dark Knight Soundtrack - I Am Not a Hero

Muse - Knights of Cydonia

Jack Johnson - Losing Keys

Mormon Tabernacle Choir - The First Noel

Interference - Gold

Blink 182 - I Miss You

Michael Jackson - Smooth Criminal

Dark Knight Soundtrack - Like a Dog Chasing Cars

Lion King Soundtrack - Under the Stars

I am a music junkie and if you are like me, you'll appreciate this list of songs. I am always looking for new sounds, bands, soundtracks that have muscle. It makes for great painting sessions. 

Zeta

4 x 4" original oil

sold

I love the blues and ochres in the white petal, and how neutral this painting is compared to others I've recently completed. It's a great little piece.

Perspective

 

15 x 24" original oil

sold

This painting is the result of a last minute change. I had a 15 x 24" painting planned out, my husband had the panel built, I had the surface prepped, and at the last minute I hated the photo reference I was going to use. I rifled through all of my photographs knowing I wanted something with reds and yellows and found three that I went "Meh..." on, thinking I could make it work. Lastly, I found this photograph and went "Gasp!" The reference is actually very zoomed out, this painting is only a small piece of the center, but I love it like this. It's a painting full of shapes and colors, not so much full of "tulips". These tulips that look like peonies are crazy to paint. 

Thank you Becky for the awesome title idea. I posted this painting-in-progress on Facebook and Becky commented that she loved the perspective, and as soon as I read that comment I knew that was the title for this painting for two reasons: one, there is a unique perspective literally in this painting as the viewer is low and in the flowers, but two, there is a life lesson in the idea of perspective and how you choose look at your life and your place in the world. I have been thinking a lot about that for the past few days and so the idea and word/title was a perfect fit. 

I have written candidly on this blog before about my struggle to accept the trial that my husband and I can't have our own children. I've been thinking a lot about my situation, and I love the idea of how perspective comes into play here. I can look at myself with the perspective of being a failure, being broken, and being less than all of the other women around me who are mothers (which is an easy way to look at myself), or I can look at myself with the perspective that I'm trying to make my life what I can through my painting talents, and that I can build a career that will enable me to touch countless others through my artwork. When I feel really down, I am so glad I have my positive, bright and colorful tulips to help me see myself with the right perspective.

 

This is what my studio looks like right now. 

 

Here is a detail of a favorite area. 

 

This is a photograph during the painting process for Perspective. I started with the blacks, then did the reds, then finished with the yellows. The painting Like Bees to Honey, which I just finished this week, is in the background hanging on the wall. 

 

Aaaaand this is where I live. Really. I come out at 8 and I go in at 5. Sometimes I cheat and take a long lunch or run an errand at 3. When I really have it all together I'll get up even earlier so that I can fit in some exercise before 8. I do play ball a few mornings a week; that gives me a good break from hunching in front of an easel.  My idea of a perfect day is to play ball all day long, then sit in a hot tub after dinner. Who needs to work? Work shmerk.

Like Bees to Honey

 

26 x 40" original oil

sold

I finished this painting today after working on it for about a week. Yesterday I went out to mix colors to finish the greens and after an hour of mixing and not being satisfied with my matching, I quit and went inside. Try as I might, yesterday I could not see the color. It was weird. I think I was cursed. Actually, I know exactly what it was: I was stressed. Obviously stress impairs the ability to see situations clearly, but now I know it also impairs my ability to see colors clearly. I threw away the two palettes of mixed paint, turned off the lights and left the art alone. I had fresh eyes and new vigor today and that was all I needed. 

I love that there are only three open yellows at the bottom of the tulip "row", and I love that there are so many closed buds in contrast with the frilly, showy, yellow open tulips. I have loved this reference for a long time now and I was so happy to finally paint it. 

Becky, my friend and massage therapist, gave me the Bourne Supremacy soundtrack and I LOVE it! Large paintings take a lot of music to get me through, and I get tired of the same old music (it's easy to repeat when I paint for 8 hours a day); I am always looking for more. Hint hint to anybody wanting to be my music fairy. I'm not ashamed to beg. 

I have a few options for where this painting will eventually head, but for the next week it will be hanging in my studio and anybody is welcome to stop by and visit to see it in person. My originals have been selling really well lately, and they're first come, first serve, so if you see one you really want, then grab it. Use the link above to e-mail me.

Have a happy weekend.

Like Bees to Honey: Part II

26 x 40" original oil in progress

Today I focused on the last three yellow blossoms and mapping out the leaves by painting black shapes I'll go over later. It was a tough painting day today; all I really wanted to do was read a book then take a nap. 

Here are my favorite tunes that shuffled onto my iPod while I worked:

"Last Dance Rodeo" - Jewel

"It's the Only One You've Got" - 3 Doors Down

"The Lotto Man Cometh" - Waking Ned Divine Soundtrack

"Gloria" - U2

"Extreme Ways" - Moby

"Like a Prayer" - Madonna

"Woman in Chains" - Tears for Fears